ungrateful

i think i might be. i don't mean to be. i'm just so disappointed that my management won't give me any time off before or after the dates of the trip, so i can't see any of my UK friends unless they come by my hotel late at night on one of the two nights we'll be in london. it seems like such a waste for me to fly 5,000 miles and not see them. it took the excitement out of it for me. i was looking forward to visiting some new boiler rooms as well.

this morning when i prayed about it, before i knew they'd turn down my vacation request, God said, "just trust Me, sheena". i know He could still move their hearts, so i'll keep praying He does. i just don't want to be disappointed again, so i'm trying not to think about it much.

i told you i was ungrateful.