Wednesday, November 10, 2004

email

napoleon dynamite is on dvd this week. isn't God good?

email is problematic for me right now. the computer at the house is an antique and won't open hotmail or gmail - the homes of both my email addresses. of course i can't get personal email at my work address, but the computer that was formerly in the break room is not yet set up since our office move last week. the only other computer is my housemate's laptop, wich i feel funny asking to use. besides, it went on vacation with them to mexico. so for the week my email must be neglected, unless i check it on my break...which may or may not be okay, and i'm not about to ask.

the email situation is just the icing on the cake. i don't know what my deal is lately, but life just seems really hard right now. it seems like everything is in transition and i feel a bit off balance. i keep asking God what's going on, but He hasn't told me much - He just gives me grace to hold on and make it through the day. i'm trying not to be overwhelmed with the odd combo of change and waiting. i don't think i'm doing a very good job.

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