home

i'm two days home and riding out the jetlag much better than last time. maybe that's because i was gone two weeks last time, as opposed to just 6 days. i learned alot about hotels, but they all run a bit together in my head now. i'm glad i took loads of pictures.

leaving london was hard, but i didn't cry...not fully anyway. i got a bit choked up getting in the taxi on the way to the airport, but i didn't give in. last time i was there i cried for two days before i left in anticipation of leaving. i'm not sure how to go about the whole move thing. i want to live in edinburgh, but may move to the london area first just to get there, then find my way north. i have a much better chance of finding work in london. i made some good contacts, so i'll see what i can make of them. i never could see myself living in london, but after this trip i think that's changing. it'll be interesting to see what pans out.

for now i'm comfy here in my beautiful portland waiting (maybe a bit impatiently) for the right door to open.